My Friend's Suicide

[Forever Hold]

Okay. If I seem depressed, this is why. My best friend committed suicide. He's an online person but he met a lot to me. We even called each other, he came to CA to see me and we had our times. Then we got into an arguement and we fought. A few days later he left a suicide message and I've tried to contact him to help decide life...but nothing....And I've been crying ever since. how do I get over this?

[Enemy Airship]

LOL

[Amry]

Accept that death is the fundamental part of life and move on. Grieve, yes, but don't let it swallow you whole. The decision to kill himself is made by him alone.

[Forever Hold]

Why is it funny to you, Malice? Why laugh? Okay, you may not like me very much, but it's not funny.

[Sadistic]

God dammit, didn't I tell you not to do this?

I told you how to deal with it, man this is what I call an uphill battle...


MissTwink

[Forever Hold]

Yah. thankyou. Yelling at me makes me feel SO MUCH BETTER!!!...bitch.

[Amry]

Shouldn't you seek comfort with your friends and family instead from a bunch of strangers?

[Sai.]

This is why people should never make these threads on forums. You get the few who give genuine, heartfelt responses, and the rest will just eat you alive.

You should, like. Stop, then.

Edit - holy fuck, Amry just made a good point.

[Amry]

Edit - holy fuck, Amry just made a good point.

I am so writing this down for use in future arguments :lol:

[Forever Hold]

Jeeze. I do have friends on here...Then....*Smacks heas* Goddamnit. I'm retarded.

[Porvath]

Check his body for jewelry.

[Porvath]

Shouldn't you seek comfort with your friends and family instead from a bunch of strangers?
But family doesn't have free candy.

[Forever Hold]

Haha.

[Amry]

But family's less likely to drug you and sell you off to a Turkish harem

[Forever Hold]

Wow. But you "strangers" are my family!

[Sai.]

I am so writing this down for use in future arguments :lol:
The almighty MICHELLE DESSLER saying you made a good point wouldn't help you in any argument.

[Amry]

Wow. But you "strangers" are my family!

Can I borrow some money, sis?

Yes, I'm serious. I'll give you my Paypal email address.

[Amry]

The almighty MICHELLE DESSLER saying you made a good point wouldn't help you in any argument.

On the contrary, the opinion of a half-black guy who puts down his gender as "female" counts a lot in these parts. We might as well write this down into Britannica :o

[Forever Hold]

Wow. Do I ship cash to you? And I'm broke.

[Sai.]

On the contrary, the opinion of a half-black guy who puts down his gender as "female" counts a lot in these parts.
Too bad only you think so.

[Ayane]

*HEADDESK* *HEADDESK* *HEADDESK*

[Brother]

:zzz:

I've got a feeling that won't be the last time I use it today.

[Forever Hold]

You get bored no matter what!

[Amry]

You get bored no matter what!

If you think that is true, then whatever you say won't matter.

[Forever Hold]

So I'm boring?

[Earl Of Slander]

I think another of your friends is going to kill themselves :( I can't take it any more. Why don't people like me?

[Forever Hold]

AAHHH!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!....Earl!!!! Dude!!!! A month ago I was like that!!!!...And still kinda am...but dude...It's just a faze, you'll get over it. People here may now pick on you, but hey we all care about you/

[Brother]

...

[Amry]

I am honestly annoyed and starting to get a little confused with you, FH.

[Forever Hold]

LeBrotherchuck....shutup....Amry, you too...and why?

[Earl Of Slander]

AAHHH!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!....Earl!!!! Dude!!!! A month ago I was like that!!!!...And still kinda am...but dude...It's just a faze, you'll get over it. People here may now pick on you, but hey we all care about you/

You don't know my onions!

[Forever Hold]

Goddamnit...It try to say something nice...and...forget it...Im an emo girl who cant do shit.

[Earl Of Slander]

Now you're talking my language.

[Forever Hold]

what? Dont be emo, Earl. its not cool

[Earl Of Slander]

I listen to Bright Eyes ... am I emo enough now?

[Sai.]

I listen to Bright Eyes and feel happy while doing so.

Something must be amiss.

[Earl Of Slander]

You obviously haven't heard "A Collection Of Songs" THE MAJORITY are enough to slowly send me to the grave.

[Sai.]

I have every piece of music Conor Oberst has ever done.

[Earl Of Slander]

Downloaded? If so my heart weeps.

[Sai.]

Yeah. :(

[Earl Of Slander]

Conor Oberst would cry.

[Brother]

Earl, LLW and Dessler in one thread is enough to slowly send anybody to an early grave. Slowly and painfully.

[Sai.]

That'd be hot, though.

[Earl Of Slander]

Fuck my face.
Fuck my name.

[Sadistic]

Hmm, so if you're a guy both of those terms are rather confusing, but if you're a girl they carry a sexual connotation.

Damn those universal definitions!


MissTwink

[Earl Of Slander]

They're lyrics. Now who's looking for a fight? Or am I being an idiot again?

[Sadistic]

Cheap shots suck huh?


MissTwink

[Earl Of Slander]

Only when they distort my opinions on you.

[Forever Hold]

Earl, LLW and Dessler in one thread is enough to slowly send anybody to an early grave. Slowly and painfully.



Wow, thankyou...Shall we go back to the past where I was treated like shit?

[Sadistic]

Something changed?



MissTwink

[Forever Hold]

What do mean? I've changed my additude and I'm still being treated like shit. My rep is -10 because of the people who dislike me the passion...I guess I should just leave perminetly...With my crappy spelling and typing.

[Amry]

If you feel like leaving, leave. No one's forcing you to do come and go, this is a free forum.

[Forever Hold]

I would stay...I'm seriously I would...Oh crap...Here comes my emo, suicide mind again...

[Amry]

Have you ever thought about keeping a blog, FH?

[Robo-Alaska]

Wait, so you're getting a suicidal mindset because Amry said that you're free to come and go as you please? :confused:

edit: oh, your friend killed his/herself (I didn't check the opening posts of this thread) my bad lolo

[Amry]

It's a Jedi mind trick

[Gizmo]

You should get mad at him for taking his own life to begin with. Comitting suicide is a cowards way to just get of all the issues. Remember him for who he was.. i bet you had good times since you stayed in touch the way you did.
So remember him.. and move on

[Sadistic]

Well we've already been through this several times.

Amry don't encourage blogs, I've never met anyone who had a blog or myspace that was halfway worthwhile.


MissTwink

[Gizmo]

Please DO encourage blogs. More fun to read about..

[Forever Hold]

Ah. Sounds cool. So a blog....I might just do that! Thanks for the advice, Amry!

[Ayane]

Sobbing commences.

THANKS AMRY

[Forever Hold]

YES! We should all thank Amry, because he or she is a cool person!

[Gizmo]

No he aint!

[Forever Hold]

Okay...something fucked up just happened...I put my gender as Female and then when I come back to this site it's switched to Transgendered....Who the hell is a hacker on here? And do I look like a guy or somthing?

[Amry]

YES! We should all thank Amry, because he or she is a cool person!

:T_T:

[Forever Hold]

Oh my God...I'm SOOOOOOOO SORRY, AMRY!!!

[Gizmo]

No you arent!

[Forever Hold]

What!? SHUTUP!!! I am!! I don't really look at genders, sorry.

[clap your hands.]

LOL

that is exactly what i was going to post. :(

[Forever Hold]

Whats so funny about a suicide!?

[Robo-Alaska]

The fact that it happened to one of your friends, I think.

[Sadistic]

;whistles;



MissTwink

[Gizmo]

Nothing. Thread offtrack thats all

[clap your hands.]

Whats so funny about a suicide!?

is that a lesser known elvis costello song

[Forever Hold]

How'd you know?

[Brother]

Forever fuck off.

[Mord Sith]

Aren't you dead yet?

[Brother]

They don't make knives quite like they used to. You're supposed to cut diagonally across the wrist. And try to use one with a serrated edge.

[Eureka]

LOL

what kind of forum is run by moderators who post that..

are you certain he's dead though?

if so.. i dont have anything to say.. other than get on with life :)

that probably didnt help.. made your worse probably :P

although is this real.. its kinda in the spam so im not sure :P

[Elijah]

We're not that lucky, Mord Sith.

[Forever Hold]

Aren't you dead yet?




Awww. I love you too.:) Am I that wanted to my grave?

[Enemy Airship]

Yes. die plz.

[Brother]

what kind of forum is run by moderators who post that..

Looks like we have another mutiny on our hands guys. To arms!

[Earth Nuggets]

And it's neeevvveeerrr...
Gonna die!

*guitar solo*

[Enemy Airship]

what kind of forum is run by moderators who post that..

are you certain he's dead though?

if so.. i dont have anything to say.. other than get on with life :)

that probably didnt help.. made your worse probably :P

although is this real.. its kinda in the spam so im not sure :P

You don't like how we roll?

I'm not surprised, most girls don't :/

[Forever Hold]

Yeah....you're really popular with the ladies, aren't you.

[Brother]

Well, I'm usually not one to kiss and tell but...

[Eureka]

lol hes popular with me ;)

oh im a guy :O

[Earl Of Slander]

Sigh.

[Forever Hold]

Not you. Malice...I can tell I'm well hated. I'm trying to change but non of ya'll see that.

[Eureka]

i like you forever hold :O

[Elijah]

Changing the way you type makes no difference.

Oh, fuck. She's got a new friend. It'll be another garnet/Sensei Reno.

[Eureka]

lol why is she even bothering to post :|

[Forever Hold]

Eh, learn to give peace.

[Eureka]

i gave you rep :P

[Brother]

I countered it. :P

[Mord Sith]

Haha, Earl made a funny joke.

SAYING HOW HE LIKED FOREVER HOLD.

[Elijah]

What do you mean, "now?"

[Forever Hold]

He did?

[Earl Of Slander]

Earl also deleted it because Eureka does not know where he stands.

[Eureka]

"now"

pfft insult

[Forever Hold]

Thankyou!!! I love you!! Earl!!! You're the best goddamn guy alive!!

[Eureka]

well it a forum a place for people to voice their opinion anonamousosulsysuouyslysyusousyly (lol) they shouldn't be hated..

[Forever Hold]

Thankyou. I love you, too, Eureka!

[Eureka]

earl stop licking my balls

[Forever Hold]

Ahhhh, That's gay. lol, no offense.

[Earl Of Slander]

earl stop licking my balls

Well there's so little cock down there that it's all I can do for you.

Oh, and shut the fuck up.

[Eureka]

:P no shit..

but i'm a girl :P

[Forever Hold]

Oh...sorry. I didn't mean to insult you, Earl.

[Earl Of Slander]

Not everything I say is towards you LLW.

[Elijah]

Don't say that. It'll shatter her mind!

[Eureka]

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